So I’ve tried this so many times I just think that my mind is so boggled with so much crap I’m dealing with that I just can’t get it;or it’s simply the fact that yes I am disabled in my brain since the accident & since I’ve been in this abusive relationship & getting all these blows to my skull doesn’t help matters at all.
I’ve tried to write this a thousand times, but I just couldn’t escape his hawk-like stares watching me. I wanted to fill everyone in on whats been happening tome on a dayly, but I just couldn’t figure pout how to do it without making my dayly beatings any worse. Well last week sometime I finally escaped the devil’s grasp!!! But I can not for the life of me get any help. I’ve called every darn domestic violence shelter that the national hotline has given me, but it’s either a case of transportation issues or these places are just down-right discriminating against the fact that I have an ESA (emotional support animal)that must come along with me. Oh & mind u, I do have a prescription from my doctor that I carry around in my wallet at all times, due to the fact that I have to show it frequently to various places just so she can get in places I go. I trully don’t have any idea why this is such a problem to these shelters when she can even ride in the airplane cabin with me when I fly. I’m currently living in a motel room & my money is running out so fast that I don’t know what I’m gonna do until the 1st. of next month, when I know that it’ll be more than I have to stay here till then, plus I have to eat and so does my ESA. I’m giving up hope on my life & all that’s going on, I just don’t know how much longer I can stay afloat. I have no family out here & since I’m fairly new here in this town & don’t really socialize that much, I don’t have friends that know me that well that I can call on or turn to.
Well, gotta go to
sleep now. Mind fkd up once again due to someone else’s madness. Now my living situation,for the first time is in jeopardy,& another 1st. is that I have no answers nor resources available to me.
PLZ EVERYONE PRAY FOR US!!!!!