Are we really free?

Well I thought by forgetting about what happened to me and acting like I was ok that I actually would be OK. But, I guess not. Being physically and emotionally abused isn’t something anyone should take lightly. Even the person who was abused shouldn’t even take it lightly. I feel so alone. Yes of course i’m happy that I’m free of the abuse, but i don’t have a support team around me that i can turn to and that’s really hard. I would have written sooner but, as soon as imoved my computer broke. Well, this city that i live in doesn’t support my mental illness the way other cities I’ve lived in has and idon’t know what to do about that. And due to that that is why I’m so alone in what I’m going through. So much has happened in such ashort time that my head is spinning.